i had just came back from my camp, not staying over... why? all my friends(females) there are going home; not staying over... kind of sad when i got the message, so i went to tell my parents to fetch me up.. i am not staying there~~~ i am coming home!!! haha...

training there was tough. training was held in pasir ris park... as it had rained before, the fields were muddy. there were mats laid over it but however, as we had to roll, step, fall, slam and carry out techniques... the mats were watery? -.- disgusting and gross is the only things i can describe.

the weather was cloudy, sun had not appeared till later in the evening. i was busy practicing from three in the afternoon till six in the evening. long hours of exercising... that i was not used to it.

in the midst of the training, my friends and i were complaining of thirst and the instructor refused to let us drink.. =.= sadly, we were not the only ones though... as i was practicing one particular move with my partner, i think perhaps due to my long absence in the practices, i had forgotten how to fall properly, i had fallen on my head directly. that made me see stars and moon throughout the entire day... >.<

training may be tough for people who hate exercises and had lack of major exercises in their lives. however, there are some parts of it that i enjoy... there's this particular technique that is damn funny and unforgettable? there's this particular move in which the partner had to hug(grab) from under your arms and lock his/her hands behind your neck. then, you have to force it open but doing something like a chicken wing? or hey~~ i am a bloody chicken~~ take any hand you prefer, thumb to thumb. go under his/her arm and force her down.

what is unforgettable and funny about is it, is the hugging part. as it requires damn close hugging, males went to males and females went to females. i went with one of my friends. well, i could say, my partner was like exclaiming, "HEY~! i am like damn LASS~~~" i was damn apathetic.. can't be bothered about anything. =.= the best part is, every time when i was doing it halfway, she had to do something funny, say something... causing me to restart from the beginning...

LOOK who's talking... i mean if she's does not want to look like a dyke, then don't interrupt... i was fine with it.. perhaps because of the convent school that i was grown in from ten years? i am not sure but i didn't voice out.

oh... i forgot on more part... my friends were doing beside me.. they enjoyed it to the fullest, i should say. =.= they enjoyed most, was the hugging part... every time they were at the pose, they would go, "hey~! look at us" when we stared... "we are glen, and we are tian" i was going SWEAT~! my partner was laughing saying, "you guys behave like lass." well, that thought didn't come into my head... she is damn imaginative. =.=

i remember executing a move and in the end, the entire cohort went to see my 'godly' wrist as they so called proclaimed.

instructor had taught us a move, and lo and behold~! thanks to my height and my horizontal-challenge arms, i can't do it. i had no choice but to seek help from my seniors... when they were guiding me, they came to know that when they are locking(twisting) my wrist... i don't complain or tap out in pain. why? there's no pain.. so why tap? -.-sooo, they went to ask the instructor, if they did wrongly or what, why i can't feel it.. and when the instructor did it.. i can't feel it till he almost break it. i can see it.. but there's no pain. only a bit... but tolerable. it was only when i tap in pain when we twist my entire elbow. my right wrist is flexible, that i know, not my left. i wonder why.. he compared with other people and many people said i was crazy... all i could think was improve your pain tolerance and get over with life.

there were still more moves but i think those were the ones that made an impression on me as compared to others.. if i were to list 'em all, i think my blog entry would be endless. =.=

my friends wanted to take pictures and dragged me to take with her... we had to jump to take an air picture... for god knows what reason... and for that reason alone.. my feet ache till there's no tomorrow... T_T i lost count as to how many times i had jump to ensure that the picture had turned out perfect in the eyes of my friends... =.= OUCH~! next, we had to take pictures of our muddy gis... and also tied our obi into ties... and i who had forgotten who to tie them tied them into something like i had them on a performance in the victorica concert hall only the head hole is damn big? we took many photos.. but sad to say, i had none of them? ahaha~

i was the first to bathe and the guys occupied the females toilet~! goddess~! they made a mess out of it... i was considered lucky... i was behind all my friends... thanks the goddess? we entered and i heard a loud scream... i was out of the ladies still~~~ apparently, they caught they guys in an really indecent state... ohohoho~ because of the screams and shouting... all the adults and seniors went to our.. their aid.. ^_^

the guys were chased away.. and we got our ladies back? sweat~~~ the guys sound perverted..

we had music blasting in the rooms... waiting for our turn to bathe, my friends were dancing to beat while i was nodding to the beat, tapping my feet in the process.. the bathing times were long and we didn't manage to have our dinner. it was time for the games...

one of the games was memory work.. my worst nightmare... i can't remember anything.. only science.. i guess? they make me remember names.. the best part is remember names of the people in the groups from the first to introduce all the way to you, yourself. wow~~~ everyone had minor problems.. they can't remember one or two.. i can't remember all~! except for the one beside me who had the exact same name as me. -.-

the next game was dancing? group leaders were made to stand as an object. music are played.. people are randomly picked from the name list.. don't ask me how they are pick but yeah~~ and, they are made to dance according to what to a slip of paper tells them so. i was not picked.. thank the heavens~! i saw a girl dancing chicken dance, indian dance, pole dancing, touch dancing... and lastly i saw the most exotic one of them all was a guy dancing with another guy.. pole dancing.. o.O and that was repeated thrice~! SWEAT~!

finally, i had played before i was dragged, a game something like telephone line.. this time we do actions instead of telling words.. it's hilarious~! you can find people doing funny actions and the find that the actions which is being passed down evolved from one form to another is damn interesting... o.O something to add into my knowledge, guys are the main cause of all the changes.. and all the interesting and funny things.. =.= expect the unexpected.

two of my friends had left, without food.. and one of my friend left.. was starving as she had skipped lunch.. i had no mood to eat dinner as i was feeling sick.. to accompany her, i just said yes, i wanted dinner.. but.. the price for dinner was demanding. when my friend seek dinner, the group leader, asked for the reason.. we gave a valid reason and she refused.. giving no reason.. we didn't protest... after a while, she gave in, for unknown reasons... and she exclaimed.. that it was a group activity and etc. make it the last time and warning.

perhaps, i am a person who is damn apathetic.. i was not affected by her but i wanted non of her actions. i had pride. however, my friend wanted to eat badly.. and dragged me to accompany to see her eat. =.=

when i got home, i had loads of things to do. unpack my bag, wish my clothes, etc. i wonder why... but packing is easier than unpacking? i can never understand that... and when i go to camps or holidays.. the bag always is smaller or i have lesser things to carry.. but however, when i come home... the load always increase. sweat.. i never understand this point.

one day. just, one goddamn day. and my fantastic health took a drastic turn. i had sun-burn, swollen toe, dehydration resulting in swollen glands and dizzy spells... one of the rare times i get out of my comfort source and this is what i get?! thanks~~~ my neck is sooo damn painful, that i can't turn and move it and my face is sooo hot as if i am having a fever.. -.- i feel as if i am sick for ages.. =.= and my poor toe~! sigh~! this is it~~! no more outdoor advantages for this poor and weak-hearted soul.