i had finally finished all my homework, including printing all the required documents.. YES~~! ahaha~ finally, i need not worry for my work. ^_^ i am such a diligent girl.. i am so proud of myself.

these few days, i am terribly bored. there's like nothing for me to do. i am so sad. T_T i had exahust all fanfics available on the internet and, there's nothing left for me to do? it's so boring. sigh~ how annoying...

perhaps, it's not because that i am diligent that allow me to finish my work earlier than expected but because, i had nothing to do. boredom can kill. i wonder what all my friends are doing, they are mostly preoccupied and, take a long time to reply via instant messaging. that's sad and worrying. sigh~

my friend had always whined that i had always teased and flirt with her during our daily conversation. of course, i had no intention of doing so. in fact, flirting.. i have no such skill. thank the heavens for that? sweat~ perhaps, she's not used to the terms: my dear and etc? who knows? i used them to my cousin and my sisters and they said the same things to me. we are fine with them. well, i said some to my old school mates, there's no complains. only that interesting and odd friend of mine.

well, i tried talking the same way i did to my classmates. afterall, i had no skill in talking to guys. in fact, other than talking to my cousins, my dad and my uncles.. all in all they can be added up to less than ten. quite saddening but true. unfortunately, teasing and debates is common in my family, and that, i don't think most guys are open to that... especially to strangers or people whom they first met. sooo, when i first started talking to my classmates, my friend said that i had unconsciously flirted with them.

how so? well, the conversation was pretty dead. very dead. i said or asked something, will he then reply.

me: hi..
guy 1: hi.
me: how are you?
guy 2: fine.
me: -_________-"" soo, where do you stay?
guy 2: sengkang.
me: oooooo. that's far from here.
guy 2: ......
me: *sigh* is there a 89 to your house? 'cause it's near me house.. ^_^
guy 2: no. there's one in the interchange.

all the guys stared at me... i wonder what went wrong.. i dared not talk to them. soo scary. and my friends were always saying that guys are sooo sociable and funny. i don't see the point! they scare the wits out of me. only when my friend informed me that i accidentally flirted with them.. that perhaps caused them not to talk to me further.. honestly, i think that's not the point. but, the thought of me flirting with guys, irked me out. this gives me goosebumps. so disgusting.

today, my friend had a three hour break and i had taken a liberty to call her despite me having to study for my online quiz. well, since she had complained to me for weeks that i had not entertained her and had left her on the self. forsaken her and yada yada. when i had finally called her, guess what's my gift from her to me? she done me a good deed by, talking and entertaining her friends despite my presense on the phone with her. thank my knowledge that i am smart enough to use my house phone to call her instead of using my handphone. wise, my bill will bomb. with my constant reminder, she still continue to ignore me. how thankful can i be to have this friend? there she was complaining and whinning to me that she was lonely in school and had no one to talk to, accompany her in class or during breaks. i can't see how to believe her. she is really pushing her limits and testing my patience.