i am bored. hmm, come to think of it, to say that i am bored, is really merciful. i am more than just bored. ah! i am missing something for me to do...

exams are around the courner, and i do not have the mood to study for it. all, i can- the most, is take a glance at those notes or papers of mine and then think mentally that those knowledge would somehow get into my head. honestly, don't ever ask me how is that going to work.

today, i just sat for my critical reasoning skills paper. sounds kind of big.. it's naught but asking you to write an argumentative essay, in which i suck badly. i suck at all english components. all i think i can do is to read and talk? ahaha... that's all i can do, during the essay, i cannot even spell some words and i got stuck thinking how to spell them right! goddess... honestly... i got the idea, i got the concept, i got the format and everything(hopefully) but i just can't seem to get the spelling into that thick skull of mine. oh boy!

just went to print some papers from the net, so as to not allow my father not to print so many papers from his company. imagine, asking my father to print tons of papers from his company which are all non-work related... i am not that thick-skinned. thank the heavens, that i did that... 'cause, though i didn't managed to print half of what i wanted, i already used up all my paper storage and believe me, my family kept tons of paper. sweat~! i used loads of ink too... and the best part is i just changed and bought the ink... sigh!!!

i am furious with my classmates.. super, damn angry with them. they arranged a class gathering at one just to have pizza in school. they agreed upon having lunch.. and all these, are planned and arranged by them. lo and behold! what happens? only two of my friends appeared. when i got there, guess what they say? they oh, so gladly informed me that the lunch is POSTPONED till tomorrow afternoon, so as they can attend some talk later at three. what the!? i mean.. tell me in advance! then, i do not need to get out of my house so early and i can stay at home to read and relax, do my own stuff, rather than to rush out and stay in school and rot! argh! those idiot friends of mine...

i am thinking, those three years of poly, how am i going to pass by? get driven into my own grave? sigh!!! it's no wonder that i keep losing hair... T_T