ah~ it's to my pleasure to enjoy such wonderful, cooling and peaceful day.

to my displeasure, there's a irritating school just opposite my house. they are celebrating or having some event. such that, everyone got to assemble out in the court facing my room. no, i have no grudge against that but, the damn teacher is complaining about order and silence using a microphone. i mean, the children are twelve the oldest and six the youngest. how orderly and quiet you want them to be?! it's a school and friends are all over. what? humans can't communicate? if you wanna complain but noise pollution, please look at yourself. spoil my noon and evening.

sigh~ another day, where my night is fulfilled by staring into space counting sheeps. the junior college near my house is shining the sport lights facing the track, which is sadly, facing my room too. i sleep with total darkness where i find solace in them. however, that light is so glaring and bright that, my poor room is brightly lit. i don't think i need my ceiling light to brighten up my room. that blasted light is more than enough. sigh~

i am thinking, did i make the correct choice to choose this room. =_= there's so many annoying things.

government's always promoting a clean and green earth. a place where pollution is either minimized to its lowest or no pollution at all. what the government is doing is countering all its' campaign. empty plots are used for buildings. my district has many schools, to the extent that every corner you turn to, there's a school there. think about the housing near-by... it's noisy. there's no peace including the week-ends. also, there's the IR and many more shopping centers plus, tourist attractions. is this even needed? singapore's warm enough. i don't want to live in a desert and it's not my wish either.

my~ dear me... my thoughts are very random. i tend to have a wide imagination. ah~ i am so disorganized. i should plan and sort out my thoughts.

it's a long holiday, i am having. this current year would have many weeks of holiday cut. not that i am against it, but i am planning to go to japan with my sister and friends. however, because of my school's fantastic arrangement, i don't think i can make it. sigh~ this is saddening. i wanted to go~~~~ should i even thank my school for this? this year schedule is not bad. it suits many people holiday arrangement and in fact, i think my sister was kinda looking forward to this similar holiday arrangement so, i am join her. but~ well, all's gone.

this year is a terrible year for me. anything i want it to go accordingly, it's going the opposite direction and it's not traveling the way, i want it to be~

it's amazing how i can pen down my thoughts despite the fact, that i am typing it in the evening. i normally pen down these things at night almost midnight or late nights. such rare occasion.