Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, Desires unknown,
A little girl hidden in the dark.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


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Friday, February 08, 2008
20:24:00

i am fuming. this is not a good day and we are all celebrating chinese new year ~yay!!! congrats me.

today, my parents have plans that included us, my two sisters and i, to our god-uncles' home. i am very reluctant to go. seriously and honestly. i told and emphasised my pleas to my parents but, they only turned a deaf ear to them. reason being, i would just sit there and be a in-house flower pot. oh wow~~~ i have evolved into the ultimate predator whose job is to be a flower pot. i mean, i just do nothing there and sit there all day, stare into space and converting oxygen into cardon dioxide. that's something to do, in my parents' eyes, i think.

having many years of experience, i can proudly declare that, those homes are lacking of entertainment. seriously, no computers, nothing to play or be entertained, lack of chairs-inviting you to sit on the floors and it's damn humid and stuffy. talk about fans... they are switched on but none is facing the people. -_- some homes, dont even have a television. the food is always oily and salty dishes for brunch and vegetarian for dinner. sigh~ it's mental and physicial torture.

dragging my feet into the different apartments of those uncles made life difficult. our first stop, where we could have our brunch... is somewhat irritating. my family and some others there were watching some japanese school event and that's what went wrong. the schools are competing to see who is able to get the champion.. and when it reached to the finals, my mom wanted to know who the champion was. sweat~ we can't see into the future.. so, how can we tell, who would be the champion? we told her that it's the finals now and she asked the same question again. giving her the same reply, she asked us four times. i mean, if you don't get what the crap we are talking or refering about, ask! answering the same thing four times is freaking annoying. blaming us for the fault, error and also for raising our voice. which i find, highly stupid. also, there are many super human beings that stood in front of us when we are watching television, blocking our view. they think that they are transparent, but i would like to think otherwise.

next, we went somewhere where we are to have a gathering and kill time till five. everytime we visit, we are like strangers where no one would come to us and we won't either. they speak chinese and hokkein while we, english and cantonese. my youngest sister can speak japanese. =_= we don't have anything common and they are either too old for us, or too young. talk about age difference. the house is so stuffy and humid.. with no fan around. we sat staring at trophies and listen to our parents and those people conversation.

at five, we would be at the vegetarian stop. where, they would pray for a considerable amount of time and have our dinner. they wanted the food to go easy on the body.. and hence, they were damn bland. as if there's no salt. =_= imagine if i can say that the food's bland... i think to others would be tasteless. however, today.. there's a slight change in the flow of plan... there's this uncle who got himself possessed just by getting himself drunk. he behaved like a monkey and clown... it's quite refreshing. during the 'misfortune', my mom's mobile rang and i helped her answer since, she was busy.. i placed her mobile on the table and when we left for the next area, she forgot about her phone and said that it was my fault for losing it. 'cause, i was the last one who touched it. blamed me, critised me.. in front of so many strangers till she almost cry. just because of one goddamn mobile. i swear, this is the last time i am touching her phone. the best part? they called and found it lying on the table... none would approach me then, i was fuming madly.

my parents promised that we would be sent home after we had our dinner but no, we had to sit through. they were enjoying themselves playing mahjong away~ and we are there sitting, staring into space and converting oxygen into carbon dioxide. tell them to shove all their promises down their throat since, they are not willing to do it.

tomorrow, maybe we would be seeing our godfather and going to visit some ghost buster. there's nothing much to do tomorrow. i think, i would either follow my sister out to her friends' home or randomly do something or go somewhere. i don't want to stay with my parents all day long till i simmer down.

Will you ever notice me...