okay, my dearest complained about my laziness and unwillingness to update and do something about my blog. i shall prove it and show it to her that here i am, enjoying my time.. just blogging.

this week is a very mathematical week for me. i had a mechanics II test on tuesday followed by engineering mathematics II test today. for the former test, it's a breeze. seriously!! if there isn't any careless mistakes on my part and some other minor errors that i somehow write wrongly, i can cross my heart and claim that that piece of test, i will score full marks. okay~ i shall be humble now, since today's test was rather a killer. you can also put it in terms that i can find no mood or the urge to start or do my revision. in fact, i was just reading away. i am mostly reading and spending time on my fanfics or fictions online. studying is totally slammed and sealed out of my head.

so far, i had already found a big mistake in my maths paper. as for the others, i am not too sure. full marks is impossible but, it's definate that i would get an A. i am confident.

as you can see, what really bothered me these days are nothing but mathematical formulas. it seems as though my life revolves round them and i need them for survival. sigh~ it's so mathematical and orderly that i wish that there would be some unpredicability times. ah well, can't demand too much from my this course of field, can i?

next week is really my nightmare and my bane of my entire life. okay, this is rather extreme but, on monday and thursday, my life would be doomed on theories of the electrical system in the planes and everything about the engine- turbine and gasoline. it's as if i can't get enough of english too. haha~ i should be glad that my command of language is there wise, i would have just signed my death warant for these 2 subjects.

i can't really understand the goodness of nokia mobiles these days. i had made my phone to have some little misfunctions but however, after the repair from the servicing center, i swear that the condition now is worst. i can't control the speaker volume and i can't use my ear piece. wow? i wonder what do they treach at the training centers or if it's freelance recuitment, then. i do doubt the skills of what schools are now providing. it's not reasurring.

i had to write a introductory letter or resume for the work attachment in which i am placed in. however, it seems that my school can't differentiate the differences between a introductory letter and resume. i had been asked or tasked to write a introductory letter but, the content of the letter follows the resume written. life's rather mixed. a formal introduction letter cum resume? what is the world coming to? i mean, i was made and tested on the formats of writing in secondary school. if everything can be mixed and accepted to such extent, then why bother to set a format and then let people study and be tested on? it's a waste of resources and time. this must be heavily reviewed.

i am having my holidays now. in fact, i can only enjoy for less than a week since there are exams going on round the corner and now... i feel as if i am taking and preparaing for some major exams like the 'o' levels or 'a' leverls. i know... that's extreme.

i just found that every holiday, my way of speaking would differ and when going back to school, i had to adapt all over again. today, i accidently stumbled onto that fact. perhaps, it was because i am so used to my everyday enviroment. my daily life is filled with people who are damn open-minded and rather vocal. what you don't like? voice it out. i just did that when waiting for my turn to sit for the exams. guess what? my classmates were shocked and stunned by my bluntness. is this even possible?!