i had finished one week of attachment and another five weeks to go~

honestly, i want this to end as soon as possible.. ^_^

this month has not only little time for me to rest but, i happened to have many things randomly popped out; telling me that i have no choice but to attend. =_=

i am not free. in fact, i am one busy lady~

honestly, that company i work for.. is very slack. not only that, their policy is contradicting. all clash one another and the best part... they can tell me a thing at this moment and change it suddenly, as and when they like. i really have to stand by the customers view and agree that there's no reliability here. imagine a employee losing faith and trust in the company doings? what more can be said by the customers?

my friends said that i am too direct and my mom said to be more direct. =_= sweat? i can't do two things at a time. sigh~ this attachment group has a very bad impression on me- not that i need their opinion to survive, but... i simply can't recall what have i done to offend them so. i didn't even talk to them much since there's like a bunch of guys with only two girls inside.. including me.

i am waiting for the 18th to arrive. results are out and i am sitting on the edges! not that i have no confidence in my skills.. it's just that, i might be able to go overseas again? like my aunt has promised.. and hopefully, she don't "forget" them. ^_^ i pray and hope that i score well for this semester. i have no mood to study for anything this semester. in fact, all studies are done at the eleventh hour. revision nil. my aim~ no lesser than 3.5; just to join my aunt.. =_=

i sound desperate. >_<

i am bored... i am finding things to do when i got home from work. downloaded several anime but, it's just sitting on the crouch. there's no urge for me to start the series. sigh~ what a bummer.

i wonder what's with my life these days. there's like so many people that tend to curse colourfully and loudly. in fact, i got so aghast with the general/ floor manager there. there's a customer who called him and he just shouted and cursed at that poor customer. all that customer did was to call him and had not waited. ironically, he was the one who said that customers are always right. wow? i am at a loss for words. seriously!!

attachment is nothing but cheap labour. reality sucks. we have been tasked to do loads of rubbish jobs and the best part? we are made to do things in which people can't seem to do it within the time slot. they refuse to stay over-time and do tough jobs. thank god, that i am a female? loads of stuff was not tasked to me. ^_^ lucky me.

the managment is rather awful as mentioned. i don't even know my schedule and the best part? i have to constantly ask when's my next working hours and where should i go.. =_= i don't even know what to wear for tomorrow at times. sigh~ what a bummer..

i was supposed to be posted to vivo best denki to "promote" goods. ironically, that center ran out of goods and had to wait for the goods to arrive. wow? there are other outlets which have the goods. it's just that, which fantastic managment, that was overlooked. praise the heavens for that.

well, i don't know where should i go... and wish to be at. there are both pros and cons. sigh~ what troubles.. shall i continue to pray that i am still stuck in the office? i am not that desperate for conmission... and also, i can't stand pushing and lying to the customers. it's really against my conscience.