i had a rare guest coming to my house today. aunt elaine came over to visit.

i had a long conversation aka lecture from her. i wonder what had i done to offend her? well, i am not against her. she gives good advices. it's just that, i am very clueless as to what should i do in future. i am rather lost. my diploma can only cover certain courses and i cannot venture into something very different. my aunt is trying to steer me into the biology business. bioengineering, biomedical and so on. just something to do with biology. the problem? the biology in which i took during my 'o' levels is not pure and neither am i taking biology now. i am taking aerodynamics. i feel like just dumping my diploma results when i completed my course into her face and tell her to decide for me. i can survive and make my way through so long as it is something not art and language based. i will fail for her if she chose degree in art or english. i am very tired in choosing something which i had no idea where to go or not able to. i understand and know the standards and the reality of singapore. it is not easy to enter into the universities here without scoring as the top few in polytechnics. i am not going to aim that high. i am not going to over-estimate myself. oh well, i shall take something what my aunt suggests. during my break in future, i shall take marketing and advertising. she's so naggy. =.=|||