good heavens~! i have been researching on the universities that offer the course that i am taking in singapore and guess what? there's only one fine university. out of the many universities that are in singapore... only one. how fantastic when i am to compete with not only the poly students but also foreigners and jc students. life is simply not fair.

i tried looking at overseas university and guess what? there are so many that i went blur. i do not fancy studying overseas as there are many headaches to handle. i am still too naive to handle whatever nonsense is thrown to me.

i am attracted to dragons especially chinese dragons. well, curiosity got better of me and i went clicking and clicking... linking myself from a place to another. i then got myself into hot soup by clicking onto eggs and adopting them. =_=|||

why do i even click onto the eggs in the first place? simple... my heart ache at the time ticking just below the egg. so, when the time limit goes off.. they just die. i know, it's just a virtual one... but however seeing them die and just ignoring them is not what i would do. imagine someone dying in front of you and you just simply ignore it's calls for help. i am not that heartless.

life is school is still as busy as always. it's different from what i had expected. i was expecting school stuff are somewhat relaxing compared to the year before. however, i found myself tired and basically mentally exhausted, far worst than all the years in school. there's hardly any homework... so, i don't really get the point of my fatigue. i don't have the time to enjoy myself and i have been reaching home earliest 7 in the evening. classes begin at 8 in the mornings. how nice. i feel like there's no difference from secondary school. the loads from school are somewhat the same. sweat...

i wonder is life that different? i hardly keep in contact with my friends now. in fact, i hardly hear from them. that really annoys me. i sent mails and still have yet to receive a reply. my good buddy is missing and i don't hear from her till i am needed. how frustrating. my classmates treat me like their personal secretary. i get phones calls from dawn till dust just to clarify their doubts. they call for things as simple as is there homework to be done to as notable tasks like when is class starting tomorrow. ARGH~! #-.- since, i am the unfortunate class rep, i have no choice but to entertain and see to the lecturers' needs and requests. whatever rubbish, i am always involved. this is really annoying. =.=|||