i really want to curse this idiot soul who pass this bloody virus to me. i am down with a sore throat yesterday. out of so many days of the week, it had to be a thursday. thursday is a day which class is from 8 till 8. i have classes in the morning and then, followed by french in the evening. i was so tempted to skip classes for the day. but alas! i can't and didn't. i had practicals and many principals were taught. it had me wondering why the lecturers had such foresight and decided to torture me for the day. i was running a high fever this morning. i believe that i am down with flu for today. so, to sum it up... i am down with 2 problems. congrats me on that please.

i am such poor soul. as i have several responsibilities to fulfill, i have no choice but to conduct the tuition later. as much as i want to stay and recuperate, i can't. exams are just next week and ditching tuition would burden the parents even further. i cannot do this to parents especially, when they want nothing but the best for their child. i know, i am such a softie. in fact, i just can't go against my personal conscience.

spent most of time loading applications so as to level myself up and to be updated with my social life. it's ironic that i have to bond socially via the internet but not face to face. i can't never understand boys or men. in fact, i still have problems trying to comprehend them. sometimes when i do get really lost, all i do is to just add spices into their conversation to aggravate whoever they are talking about. lol~

i was trying to download a psp game in which almost all my classmates are playing - dynasty warriors strike force. it's a nice game with totally different gaming methods are in placed. of course, i am a firm supporter of zhao yun. he rocks~!!! plus, he is so handsome!!! XDDDD~ it seems that luck is not on my side. most of the download links are down or spoilt. i can't torrent through this computer as my mom's laptop don't have any torrent client. i don't intend to get her one either. so yeah... when i finally got it to download, guess what? the zip file is password protected and the password that the kind soul provided was wrong. made me fume in front of the screen. now, i am waiting for the link to be totally downloaded. i had already waited for 4 hours and i still need to wait for another 2 hours just for it to complete.

life suck~

oh... many people are talking about university. well, you can say i am a lost person in the middle of an ocean. i have no clue as to where to go and what to even do. i am very lost. i am going wherever the wind blows me to. i.... really need some counselling on my life.